I’ve been slacking on writing any blog posts lately. My focus has been on the book that I’m writing and working towards the deadline that I have set. But I have had a word on my mind that I wanted to share. This word has been in the back of my mind for a couple of months actually. It kept coming to me while reading devotions, while listening in Sunday School and church. The word is obedience.
I think the word keeps coming to me because the Lord wants my obedience! I’m so hard headed and stubborn sometimes that I haven’t always been obedient. When it comes to the Lord leading me to do things, I’m usually ready and willing. But this book thing has been the hardest thing to be obedient with. My own mindset, my doubt in myself, life distractions and even doubting if what I felt the Lord was leading me in was truly Him or just me thinking it was Him…..
The reason I doubted it was Him, at first, is because I’ve always dreamed of being a writer, for as long as I can remember. But then sermon after sermon would seem to speak directly to me on this matter. And finally after wrestling about this for YEARS, I felt the Lord urge me to the point that I felt I had no choice but to finish the book! I have argued with God about it. I’ve told Him that I’m not the best writer. I’ve told Him that He surely can use someone else to do this because why would He use me in this way? Surely it’s just because I like the idea of being a writer….
Going back to scripture – God almost always used someone that was seemingly a “nobody”.
And y’all I’m not lying – as I was typing that the song “Nobody” came on by Casting Crowns!
Look at the people God used in the Bible and their backgrounds. We see them now as heroes of the faith because we’ve seen the fruit of their obedience.
Since we just celebrated Christmas let’s talk about Mary. The mother of Jesus. Who was she before she became the mother of Jesus? She was a poor young girl from Nazareth. She probably didn’t feel special of qualified. (No I’m not comparing myself to Mary!)
Look at Moses, a man with a speech impediment. Yes he was someone that was raised up in a powerful household but only because of what his mother did to keep him safe. Which was ALL a part of God’s plan! It was hard for Moses to be obedient. He argued with God as well. God didn’t ask him if he was qualified. He already knew Moses’ limitations, but God chose Moses anyway.
Then there’s David, whom I relate to deeply. He failed often, yet he was still called “a man after God’s own heart.” Reading the Psalms and seeing his highs and lows makes him incredibly relatable.
And finally Paul. Not that he was a “nobody” – but because he was the opposite of who we would ever expect God to use. As Saul, he persecuted Christians. Then he met Jesus, and everything changed. God used him powerfully to spread the gospel and write much of the New Testament.
I don’t want to compare myself to any of these great heroes of the faith! But what I’m saying to you and to myself is that none of these people ever expected that they would be used by God in the ways they were.
What God has led me to do may seem small compared to what others are doing for Him. But while it may be small to some, it has been one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. And when it’s finished—when it’s published and sent out—only God knows what He will do with it.
My job is simply to be obedient and let God handle the rest.
I have no expectations. I only want His will. I truly believe part of the reason God led me to write this book is to teach me. And I’ve learned so much through the process already.
What is it that God is leading you to do? Is there something that you’ve been feeling that you need to do or should be doing? My friend, I want you to know that God just wants your obedience. You don’t have to be perfect. You don’t even have to be great. You only need to be obedient and trust Him!
Therefore, my beloved brothers, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that in the Lord your labor is not in vain. 1 Corinthians 15:58
“Why do you call me ‘Lord, Lord,’ and not do what I tell you?” Luke 6:46
You can read about Mary in the book of Luke (and also Matthew, Mark and John)
You can read about David in I Samuel, 2 Samuel, 1 Chronicles and Psalms
You can read the story of Moses in Exodus
You can read the story of Saul/Paul starting in Acts and then read his missionary journeys in Romans, Corinthians, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Thessalonians, Timothy, Titus and Philemon!
I also use http://www.gotquestions.org for summaries on things in the Bible. It answers questions about God’s word and is a really good resource.
Blessings,
~ Cheryl

